kara

2019... heh. Been a member of this site longer than most of the current users have been alive. everything changes and yet everything stays the same alone but not lonely and yet never alone and always lonely the game has become so easy she has won again and again and yet it continues with no end in sight. *wink*

looking way back... September 24, 2002 Entry: "Rain Rain Go Away." She lay across her lonely bed at an awkward angle, legs dangling over the side, head tilted to the right. Eyes closed, mind open. She listened to the comforting conversation between the raindrops and her window. She was happy. Alone, but happy. New dreams had a way of doing that to her. New found dreams. Unexpected dreams. Short lived dreams. Her mind drifted slowly towards darkness that owned her pitiful little soul. The smell of baby powder. The creak of the door. The chill of fear. The splitting of skin. The trails of blood. The screams of agony. The chills of laughter.

12+ years my how time has gone by she still remembers still smiles still cries still alone still not lonely. the only real question... where are the damn flying cars?